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Monday, November 22, 2004

The future of society

I had the biggest Eureka moment ever today in Econ. And to think, I said nothing comes of that class.

So I was thinking to myself last night as I walked home from the Avenue about the nature of self-preservation and how it ties into existence. I don't remember how it came about, but I recall contemplating the popsci doomsday scenario of superiorly intelligent creations overtaking their human creators and becoming the dominant inhabitants of this planet. I came to the conclusion that that will never happen, for this reason: in order for a single being or comparatively small group of them to overthrow humanity it would require an immense amount of resources. That line of action would be far less efficient than, say, the modification of itself to accomodate the scenario.
This line of thinking reveals two fundamentally different methods of attaining self-preservation; that of modifying the self, and that of modifying the environment. Extending this further, we can see that the efficiency of each method varies with the population size or density. With smaller groups or an individual, it is less costly to modify the self (note that this is how evoluton initially works, albeit usually in a somewhat trial-and-error fashion), while in large numbers, it is easier to modify the environment rather than each individual. I then saw that this relates directly to how different forms of life have become dominant on Earth. Humans are far from the most capable creatures on the planet as far as self-preservation goes. The reason we've been so successful, novel use of weapons aside, is largely because we've been able to completely overtake and shape the planet to our needs instead.

Looking closely enough, one will see that there are two principal sets of conflicting needs in man. First, and usually strongest, is the need for self-preservation through serving the self. Following this need, man is rewarded for attaining food, items, money in the common-day, etc. His aggressive nature is put to use in order to protect him or his property and to attain things in his environment. Consider a purely selfish state of existence.
Now analyze the other, conflicting drive. The social drive. The need to network within a group as an extension of the above. Here man is rewarded for contributions to the whole and his aggresiveness used to protect and uphold the group. This selfless system has become a secondary mechanism which has in time largely taken the forefront in our society.

Today in Econ we discussed the much-popularized NBA fight that occurred over the weekend. While watching and thinking "what a bunch of fucking dumbasses", I came to a sudden realization. The observation of drive number one taking full charge and absolutely dismissing drive number two smacked me in the face with the obvious answer. In order for humanity to prosper it must abandon the first method of self-preservation and embrace the second. We have become too dependent on society to ever survive on the old mechanism alone, and all it serves at this point in history is to encumber us with the need to slaughter our own. It is this drive that will kill us off in due time by its very nature. It will cause society to collapse, yet, on its own, it will not preserve the species. Thus, the conflict becomes our undoing. Granted, lacking this quality means that if we were ever reduced and dismantled as a society to a great enough extent, we would become extinct. However, it is my belief that at this point our chances of survival are far, far greater as a communal being rather than a mesh of conflicting individuals.
Be careful not to confuse what I speak of with an assimilated, undifferentiated society a la more science fiction doom. The only quality that should be eliminated is the individual's need to preserve himself over all others. This translates to the drop off of aggressive tendency and violence yet leaves innovation, invention, novelty, and genius untouched. Not only that, but defining ourselves in this new light opens the door for a true, logical system of morality because it gives life the definite purpose of preserving itself through the group. Indeed, with an overriding goal, right and wrong (rather, conducive and detrimental) can be correctly defined by reason rather than assumption and logic may prevail. The meaning of life as self-preservation is, of course, in the spirit of life itself, which makes use of the most incredible things (read: everything you are) in order to maintain its existence itself. I believe I may have been wrong in saying that, because it arose spontaneousy, life cannot have an inherent purpose. It may have done so, but it has had to persevere in order to not be destroyed spontaneously as it came. Life may still have purpose, as far as la raison d'etere is concerned. We are the movers. We are life. We must ensure our future by all means necessary for as long as our parent, the universe, permits us.

Even more intriguing is the possibility for our society to become so tightly-bound that it gains emergent properties of its own. For every system, when the elements of that system and their interactions break a certain threshold of complexity such that new and novel properties emerge from the whole, entirely different from those produced of each individual, that is emergence. It can be seen (or, rather, not seen) in life as a series of chemical interactions. It can be seen in consciousness as a set of cellular interactions. It can be seen in chemistry as the interactions of subatomic particles. Given enough complexity and enough interactivity, society may itself develop a sort of "consciousness" of its own. Granted, we may not see it individually, any more than each neuron sees a thought, but from a grand perspective, it is a rather exciting concept.

So, ideally, we as a group need to drop the baggage of our individualistic drives in order to truly evolve and grow as a species. That's my preliminary conclusion, anyway. I'm sure there will become more to this idea as it develops.

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

Memoir

Man, for some reason school today really brought out the nostalgia in me. It made me re-realize something that I've already realized long ago, but haven't paid fair due to.

I really fucking miss last year.
Back then, college wasn't yet a reality. I was still stuck in my little pocket-of-a-life that I'm now watching peel away.
Back then, my view on life wasn't even close to as sordidly nihilistic as it is today.
Back then, Carolanne was always around to joke with. Laura was always around to ridicule. Danielle was always around to chat with. And Jenny was always there to hold my hand.
Back then my most strenuous classes consisted of AP Psych and Academic English. And they were both total bullshit. My teachers last year were so awesome, all of them. Mr. Nugent, Mrs. Santoro, Mr. Minich, Mr. Uliaz, Mann/Alcaro/Gallagher (especially Gallagher)/Dramby, and Mrs. O. We had such a badass time in all those classes. Yes, including Mrs. O's. That was one of the greatest ever since the porn speech.
My classes aren't horrible this year... but they're not the quality of the aforementioned. While I don't want to downplay the friends that I do still have, the halls are still so incredibly empty this year. I'll never need to fear the pain of Carolanne's nipple-twisting or Jenny's side-stabbing again. My study halls are filled with homework, research, reading, and surfing the web rather than talking to Danielle or snuggling with Jenny. Everything is so washed-out, empty and dry this year.

But by the same token, I owe a whole hell of a lot to these guys. Were it not for them and Salon, I don't know where I'd be now... but it'd certainly be somewhere with a lot less to do and far fewer friends. Were it not for them, I'd probably be traversing my senior and last year here idly and to myself, with all my old friends gone away and all the newness of my school worn out. I'd most likely still be hung up over a certain maniacal icy bitch (and not of the babe-in-total-control variety) and largely restricted to lol internet sociology. Which is kind of like riding a single-speed with training wheels on the Tour de France.

I've no doubt in my mind that last year was among the greatest, if not the greatest, of all time, ranking in place with 6th and 8th. 10th grade was incredibly epic, but not exactly joyful. 9th ranks just under 5th and 7th as the worst. Anything before 5th doesn't count. This year will attain its own epic proportions, I'm sure. But for now, last year is the one to be nostalgic about. I miss all you guys who were a part of that, and I'm gonna continue to. Thanks for giving me the time you did, I'll appreciate it for as long as I live.

Monday, November 01, 2004

Election day plea

To all of you registered voters reading my journal, tomorrow you will be doing something that I fell but six days short of. In this, I beg you to vote with the future of my country in mind. The next four years of my life will be directly affected by the kind of research opportunities I am presented, the kind of employment opportunities I am given, the kind of opinion that is held of me by the international community, the kind of enemies my country is making, the kind of progress our scientists are allowed to make, the kind of morals that are governing my society, and, commandeering all this, the kind of administration that is running my government. I ask you, please, please do not cut out the immense progress our sciences are making in favor of irrational, ancient moral justifications. Do not allow my country to be led by men who follow their hearts rather than their ears and their minds. Do not allow the world to be terrorized by arrogant, thick-headed bastards with no sense of diplomacy. I do not want a world ruled by fear and irrationality. I do not want a repeat of the last three years. I want my tax dollars to be returned to me in the form of progress and scientific breakthroughs, rather than blown to hell on someone else's battlefield. I want an international table governed by reason -- a community where, when we are demonized, we are able to ascertain the reason why and work out the steps needed to reach a compromise. That is, a compromise that doesn't involve murdering 100,000 civilian citizens of a third world nation. I want a nation that will not be hung up on primitive, ridiculous issues such as gay marriage. I want a nation not ruled by the falsehoods of our ignorant past. I want a nation that will readily move away from the locks of conservatism and embrace the changing face of humanity; a government that will allow us to leave man's childhood behind, rather than retarding our growth. I'd prefer a government that didn't directly lie to me about how threatened or secure I am. I will be very, very depressed, worried, and cynical about the future if tomorrow you chose to elect George Bush as second term president of the United States of America. I fear this post is an excercise in futility -- I'm sure you're all strong in your convictions. But if you are voting for Bush tomorrow, please, first reconsider what it will do to the world and country in which we live. Not what I want, not what is good for America, and not what is best for the world.